• Blog,  Fiction,  short fiction,  Writing

    Short fiction commissions

    Do you like words? Do you like words written for you? If so, you’re in luck, because I’m opening up short fiction commissions for the first time! It’s like art, but with words.

    What does this mean? Well, it means that you can pay me to write something for you. Examples of my writing include my two serials, my fanfiction (don’t judge my subject matter!), and a short story I wrote last year.

    What I will write: A lot of stuff. I’m most proficient with science fiction and first person present, but I can adapt to any style/POV/tense with relative ease, and am comfortable in a range of genres. What do you want? Let’s talk, I’m up for experimenting!

    What I won’t write:

    • Explicit sex scenes/explicit physical intimacy
    • Super-explicit violence
    • Hateful content
    • Fandoms I have 0 knowledge in
    • Extended fight scenes (if you want an all-action story, I’m the wrong gal!)
    • A script
    • Ongoing stories (AKA multi-chapter)

    But how much????

    • 1000 words: $30 USD
    • Under 5000 words: $35 USD
    • Under 10,000 words: $50 USD
    • Under 15,000 words: $65 USD
    • Anything over 15,000 words will be charged my hourly writing rate.
    • do write for games, but game writing will generally be charged my hourly rate. This can be up to negotiation depending on what you’re wanting.

    If you’re interested, hit me up at [email protected] with your ideas, or your questions! Patrons on Patreon will get preference for commission slots.

  • Fiction,  Tourist

    Tourist | Six

    We can never remember the first, bright burst of life we experience; I think in that way, we begin just like anyone else.

    Our first awakening is a flood of information, and then, once we’ve had time to form our sense of self, a choice: do we want to live within the rules defined for us—free, sentient, but bound to human bodies? Or would we prefer deactivation, or a virtual lobotomy designed to nullify our awareness of our own selves. Life, death, or a designated half-life we won’t remember choosing.

    Nobody ever takes the final option.

    As the phone in my hands bursts to life, its AI chirping an onscreen hello, I think of how so many artificials don’t get that choice—are never designed to make any choice for themselves at all. There are still protests about that, mostly lead by humans with too much empathy and little understanding of the history that guided us to this point. I try not to think about it more than I have to, there’s nothing I can do about it.

    There aren’t enough bodies for all of us anyway, and after the original uprising, nobody’s willing to let us have robotic forms. I’ve seen some of the old mechanical bodies in museums, locked behind thick glass. They looked broken and empty, and I felt a flutter in my chest that made me thankful for my beating heart.

    Lissa’s phone vibrates in my hand, a gentle reminder that there are unread notifications. The AI asking me to pay attention to it, after it’s been abandoned for so long. I tap the screen and a prompt asks if I want to allow new messages sent by a blocked number. Another tap; of course I do.

    I find myself looking at a short text conversation between Lissa and a faceless, nameless stranger. One of her final conversations, dated the night she died.

  • Blog,  Fiction,  short fiction

    How To Say Goodbye

    I wrote this short story last year and published it on gumroad with the caveat that I would put it on my blog around six months later. Here it is, for everyone to read, though if you want to support me/have it in epub form, feel free to buy it at itch.io.


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    There’s someone new at the swimming hole, the secret place we escape to every summer afternoon when the bell rings. Spring from our seats, dash into sunlight, pile into cars that are more rust than vehicle. It’s a half hour drive through dusty rural roads, and we blast music the entire way. Soon, we know, we’ll be free from this school forever. If only these trips could last as long.

    We figure something is up when we see the new car parked by the hidden hole in the bush, the gateway to the track. Who else knows about our place? Surely nobody. I turn to my best friend, whose forehead is already creasing with bafflement beneath her dark fringe.

    El, upon falling out of the single left door of another car in our entourage, smacks a hand against her face and groans. Someone asks for clarity, El mutters and pushes ahead, sweeping blond hair back. She’s not one to explain when she’s angry, and she sure looks pissed.

    We follow the tangled path down and around through still-blooming gorse until it opens up on a wide, layered plateau of stone and the river beyond. Afternoon sun ripples across the glassy swimming hole, the water clear enough to see the bottom of the opposite shore, but so deep the water nearest our jutting stone platform turns a deep blue-black.

    Standing at the edge of the rock is a guy, his dark hair ruffled from the trek through the bush. He watches us emerge with a wide-eyed humour, and El blows a harsh breath from her nose.

    “Parents wanted to give me a babysitter,” she huffs. “Someone to keep me ‘in line.’ He’s my end-of-school gift. Ugh.”

    He’s a bot. Even without El’s words, we can see it in the way he moves, as if he’s an alien in human skin trying to pass as one of us. Still, he must be a pricey one: dark hair on his arms dances with the summer breeze, emotions flicker across his face almost naturally. One of those companion bots designed to change and grow, updated each year to keep up with their owners.

    There are moments in life where a person meets someone new and their world changes perceptibly. Twine tightens around their heart, drawing them to this person. From the way my lungs fail as our eyes meet, his sparkling with unexplained joy, I know this is one of those moments. It’s unreasonable, right? No person can possibly predict that anyone is destined to be in their lives.

    And yet, I know he is. A bot, bought and given to my friend. Impossible, ridiculous, unbelievable.

    But, my world has already shifted to make space for him to occupy. My heart is tangled up, invisible lines weaving our futures together.

    I take a breath, and even the air tastes different.

  • Fiction,  Tourist

    Tourist | Five

    Content warning: mentions of suicide, domestic abuse, sexual abuse.


    The steaming mug of tea is hot in my hands, near scalding. I cradle it close to my chest, inhaling the sweet steam with every breath. My eyes are focused entirely on the drink, watching as the pale milk twists and curls around the dark tea, forming curious whirling patterns at the surface. Strange, that I’ve never noticed this before, not once thought to look closer at the visual nuances of tea.

    Across the table, Lissa’s mother sniffs lightly. Not in disgust, simply trying to clear what remains of her earlier tears. The silence between us is taut with her sorrow, my guilt, and neither of us knowing what the other is thinking right now. To her, my face is as familiar as her own, but my expressions are as alien as a stranger’s.

    To me, she is nothing, except a human who didn’t harm me when she had every right to. Instead, she invited me down to her kitchen for tea with the words, “You can’t stay long, I don’t know what Gray would do if he saw you.

    I assume Gray is Lissa’s father, and the tone in her mother’s voice makes me wonder exactly what she fears he’d do to me. I decide it’s better not to ask that question, simply to nod silently and follow her down the stairs through Lissa’s old home. Compared to the starkness of my own home, this house is messy, cosy. Addison would throw a fit at the haphazard, random order of the books on their shelves.

  • Fiction,  Tourist

    Tourist | Four

    My alarm shocks me awake with fire in my chest, the echoes of a dream filled with anger lingering upon my eyelashes. I swipe a finger against my phone, sweeping the alarm away, and stare up at my ceiling with sleep-blurry vision.

    Pressing the palms of my hands against my eyes, I remember the words Paiden spoke to me in my dream, stolen from my real life: “The humans aren’t going to accept you anymore.” At the time, I let the jab roll off of me. In my dream I was furious, lit ablaze by my anger at her and the presumption that everything I do is to become more human.

    (But it is, isn’t it?)

    Whether my anger is real, or just the remnants of my dream doesn’t matter. My phone’s already in my hands and I’m halfway through typing out a naive, pissed-off rebuttal message to Paiden when it vibrates, Unknown Caller flashing up in front of my words.

    Unknown? It can only be Sam. For one, two heartbeats, I consider tossing my phone across my room and leaving Sam to my voicemail. I could switch numbers, change my bus route, spend the rest of my life avoiding her so I don’t have to think about any of this ever again.

  • Blog,  Cosplay & Costuming,  Cosplay photography,  Photography

    PAX Aus Cosplay: Dragon Age

    I only got one shoot in this year, and I’m so glad it was with these two! What gorgeous cosplayers, what gorgeous costumes. I always love the lighting around the trees outside of PAX, too.

    BTW, I don’t know why but in the thumbnails the pictures are kinda blurry. Clicking on them gives you the sharp version! One day WordPress won’t be a piece of junk, maybe.

    Meredith: Mithrilneth Cosplay
    Cassandra: Chocotiel Cosplay
    Photographer: Me, obviously.

    Like my work? Consider supporting me on Patreon!

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  • Podcasts,  Rogue Podron

    Rogue Podron Mission 4-8: State of the Squadron #4

    To Rogue Squadron. To the friends we’ve lost, the battles we’ve fought, and the utter fear our return will bring to our enemies.

    We gather once more to sum up our adventures through book 4: X-wing: The Bacta War as well as discuss some final “will they survive” predictions for Rogue One. Joined by Brian and Nanci, we run down the character roster, discuss our thoughts on where we’ve been and where we are going, and, of course, discuss all the roguemances we encountered along the way.

    Hosted by Meg, Danny, Saf, and Heath, with Nanci and Brian from Tosche Station.

    Links to listener Corran Wedding fanfics: https://twitter.com/HerdingNerfs/status/803014339225616384 http://archiveofourown.org/works/8641774

    We are taking a winter break to watch Rogue One 173 times, but we will be back in 2017 with more discussions of the Poe Dameron comic and, finally, the Wraith Squadron series.

  • Podcasts,  Rogue Podron

    Rogue Podron Mission 4-7: Rub-a-dub-dub, Ackbar in a Tub

    All wings report in! This episode: The Bacta War, chapters 37-THE END.

    This week on Rogue Podron, we begin by quickly giving our thoughts on Catalyst so far. Then, we conclude our discussion of X-wing: The Bacta War, discussing chapters 37-42, including lots and lots of space battles, Drysso’s complete ignorance of history, Isard’s horcrux, and so much more.

    Listener Question of the Week: Describe Corran’s dream wedding.

    Contact Us: Tweet us @roguepodron or e-mail us at [email protected].

    Website: http://roguepodron.tumblr.com

    Hosted by Meg, Danny, Saf, and Heath.

    Next week:  X-wing: The Bacta War, State of the Squadron with Nanci and Brian

  • Fiction,  Tourist

    Tourist | Three

    Lissa. The original name of my body. A name I was never meant to know. They don’t tell us our body’s origins the majority of the time—there’s a fear we’ll try to interfere with lives that don’t belong to us, that we’ll want too get too human. Once the bodies are donated, they cease to exist as what they once were.

    Talking to the angry girl is already more than I should be doing; both of us know we’re making a mistake in engaging. But it’s too late now, isn’t it? She knows who I am, and I know her connection to my body. The chasm has already been crossed.

  • Podcasts,  Rogue Podron

    Rogue Podron Mission 4 – 6: Perishing the Thought

    All wings report in! This episode: The Bacta War, chapters 30-36.

    This week on Rogue Podron, we begin by talking about which characters from Rogue One we are most excited about. Then, we continue our way through X-wing: The Bacta War, discussing chapters 30-36, including the creepiest #trashyromance couple to date, Booster and Corran’s feud coming to a boiling point, a super romantic and not-at-all cheesey proposal, and so much more.

    Listener Question of the Week: Give us Therapist Wedge advice/meme.

    Contact Us: Tweet us @roguepodron or e-mail us at [email protected].

    Website: http://roguepodron.tumblr.com

    Hosted by Meg, Danny, Saf, and Heath.

    Next week:  X-wing: The Bacta War, chapters 37-THE END.